novel_reader.exe — Chapter 15

Créteil Dawn

Ecstasy of a Beating Heart
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The apartment smelled like cigarette smoke and instant coffee — Raul's mom's place, small and warm in the Créteil suburbs. Dawn hadn't broken yet, just that grey-blue pre-light bleeding through thin curtains. The Fighter sat on the cramped balcony, hoodie zipped halfway, long hair loose around his shoulders for the first time in weeks. No cap. No cameras. Just cold air and distant traffic hum.

Raul stepped out with two mugs, steam curling into the chill. He'd ditched the leather jacket inside, just a worn Clash t-shirt and ripped jeans, afro still perfect despite the hour. He handed over a mug and leaned against the railing, lighting a cigarette.

"Can't sleep?" Raul asked, exhaling smoke into the dark.
"Haven't slept right in months," the Fighter admitted. His voice came easier here — no performance, no guard up. "Keep thinking someone's gonna recognize me. Even here."
"You're in Créteil at four in the morning. No one gives a shit." Raul grinned, flicking ash over the edge. "My mom didn't even blink when I brought home a famous boxer. She just asked if you eat fish."

The Fighter almost smiled. Almost. He sipped the coffee — too strong, too bitter, perfect. American diners felt like a lifetime ago, even though it'd only been days. The flight. The cab ride through unfamiliar streets. Raul's mom hugging him like he was family before he'd even said hello.

"Elena texted," the Fighter said quietly. "Expo setup's going well. She sounds... good."
"She is good. She's got her thing, you've got yours. And right now, yours is not thinking about reporters or training or any of that shit." Raul tapped his cigarette against the railing. "You've been running on fumes, man. I've seen it."

The Fighter's jaw tightened. He wanted to argue, to say he was fine, that he could handle it. But the exhaustion was bone-deep, the kind that no amount of sleep could fix. The kind that came from being watched, documented, dissected. From Elena's beating. From Delaney's emails. From the endless cycle of fight, win, repeat.

"I don't know how to stop," he said finally.
"You don't stop. You just... pause." Raul stubbed out his cigarette and leaned back, arms crossed. "We've got two weeks before you're due back. No schedule. No gym. Just whatever the fuck we feel like doing."

The Fighter stared out at the sleeping suburb — rows of identical buildings, streetlights buzzing, a cat slinking between parked cars. It felt impossibly far from Chicago. From the gym. From everything that had been crushing him flat.

"What do people even do here?" he asked, voice almost curious. Almost hopeful.
Raul laughed, low and easy. "Sleep. Eat my mom's cooking. Walk around like you're nobody. There's a market on Thursdays — loud as hell, smells like a hundred different things. We can grab stupid tourist shit, blend in. Or we just sit here and do absolutely nothing."

Nothing. The word hung in the air like something foreign. The Fighter couldn't remember the last time he'd done nothing. Even rest days were structured, controlled, productive. But nothing? Just... existing?

"That sounds..." He trailed off, unsure how to finish.
"Good?" Raul supplied, lighting another cigarette. "Yeah. It does."

The Fighter nodded slowly. The tension in his shoulders — the constant coil that never quite released — loosened just a fraction. He took another sip of coffee and let the silence settle between them, comfortable and easy.

Somewhere across the ocean, Elena was hanging paintings. Somewhere in that same city, Delaney was probably awake too, planning her next move. But here, on this cramped balcony in a country that didn't care about his name, the Fighter let himself breathe.

"Thanks," he said quietly.
Raul shrugged, exhaling smoke into the dawn. "That's what friends do, champ. They get you the fuck out."
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By mid-morning, Raul's mom had fed them twice — toast with jam, then eggs and sausage, then more coffee, all delivered with the kind of no-nonsense affection that didn't ask questions. The Fighter ate slowly, savoring each bite, not thinking about macros or meal prep or anything beyond the taste.

Raul sprawled on the couch, flipping through vinyl records stacked haphazardly by the TV. "We could hit the record shop later. Or not. My mom's making stew tonight, so we're not going far."

The Fighter sat cross-legged on the floor, back against the wall, eyes half-closed. No agenda. No checklist. Just the ambient sound of traffic outside and Raul humming something off-key.

"This is weird," the Fighter said after a while.
"Good weird or bad weird?"
"Good. I think." He opened his eyes, glancing at Raul. "Feels like I should be doing something."
"You are. You're sitting." Raul grinned, sliding a record from its sleeve. "Revolutionary, I know."

The Fighter huffed a quiet laugh — small, but real. Raul dropped the needle, and scratchy guitar filled the room, some punk track the Fighter didn't recognize but didn't need to. It just was. Like everything else here. Simple. Present.

His phone buzzed again. Elena, probably. Or his manager. Or someone asking where he was, what he was doing, when he'd be back. He didn't reach for it.

For the first time in months, the world could wait.

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Late afternoon hit, and Raul's mom called from the kitchen in rapid-fire French. Raul groaned from the couch, stretching. "Baguette run. Come on."

The Fighter pulled his hoodie back on, cap tugged low. They walked through the quiet streets, past corner cafés and shuttered shops, the air cool and carrying the smell of rain that hadn't fallen yet. The boulangerie sat on a corner, windows fogged, warmth spilling out when Raul pushed the door open.

"Deux baguettes, bien cuites," Raul said to the woman behind the counter, who barely looked up as she wrapped them in thin paper.

Outside, the Fighter took one, holding it like a bat. He stared at it for a moment — long, golden, still warm. Then, without thinking, he tilted his head and bit directly into the end. Crust crunched. Crumbs scattered.

Raul stopped mid-stride, staring. "Dude. What the fuck are you doing?"

The Fighter chewed, confused. "Eating it?"
"You—" Raul gestured wildly at the baguette, at the Fighter's face, at the universe. "You can't just bite it like that! You break it! With your hands! Like a civilized person!"
"It's bread."
"It's a baguette! There's a whole—" Raul pinched the bridge of his nose, genuinely distressed. "Okay. Listen. You tear off a piece. A piece. With your hands. Then you eat the piece. You don't just... chomp into it like it's corn on the cob."
The Fighter looked down at the baguette, then back at Raul. "Does it matter?"
"Yes! It matters! My mom's gonna see the bite marks and think I brought home a barbarian!" Raul snatched the baguette, tearing off a chunk and handing it back. "Like this. See? Civilized."
The Fighter took the piece, still chewing the first bite. "It tastes the same."
"That's not the point."

They walked back in silence, Raul shaking his head, the Fighter hiding a small grin behind the cap's brim.

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The door swung open, and Raul's mom was already in the hallway, hands on her hips. Her eyes landed on the baguettes immediately — one pristine, one with a jagged bite taken out of the end.

She snatched them both, inspecting them like evidence at a crime scene. Then she turned to Raul, unleashing a torrent of French that needed no translation.

"Bien cuite la baguette!!! Oorrghhh mon fils passe des années d'études post bac en droit mais ne peut même pas me ramener une baguette bien cuite!"
Raul held up his hands. "Maman, je—"
"Regarde-moi ça!" She thrust the bitten baguette toward him. "C'est quoi ce massacre?!"

The Fighter stood frozen in the doorway, cap still on, trying not to exist. Raul shot him a look — see what you did? — before turning back to his mom with an apologetic grin.

"C'était pas moi, c'était lui—"

His mom's glare shifted to the Fighter, who went very still. Then, impossibly, her expression softened. She sighed, muttering something under her breath, and waved them both inside.

"Allez, allez. Le dîner est prêt."

Raul exhaled, clapping the Fighter on the shoulder as they shuffled toward the kitchen. "You're lucky she likes you," he muttered.

The Fighter glanced at the baguette, still clutched in the mom's hand, then back at Raul. "I thought it was good."
"It was pale. She wanted it bien cuite — well-baked. Darker." Raul shook his head, fighting a grin. "And you ate it like a savage. Double offense."

The Fighter almost laughed. Almost. But the warmth of the apartment, the smell of stew, Raul's exasperated smile — it all felt impossibly light. Impossibly normal.

For the first time in months, the world could wait.

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