hello and thank you for checking on this page !!1
how should i present myself... hm.
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subjects of choice: mines r revolving around psychology such as the impact of social media on self-esteem, mental health , social acceptance and darker aspects of mental health ( for example , mentions of depression , sewerslide , ptsd .. )
mediums of choice: computer ( windows 11 ) with graphic tablet ( barely used ) , acrylics and textures.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------ i like collecting little trinkets that i find outside or that i buy ( rarely ) ( i'm broke ) ( no i'm lying ) ( fuck capitalism :| ) . and when i tell you i like these , trust me i do !1 and how i love physical media such as cds , books , mangas... because it dosn't offer me a dependance on devices. we all know digital formats face risks like data corruption, loss due to hardware failures, or deletion right ?!1 physical media, when stored correctly, can last for years without these risks and that's why i prefer these formats ( i love treasuring them and displaying these in my silly little shelves ). most of the books / cds / mangas etc.. that i have are either from my cool uncle , from thrifts store or just local artists selling merch :3 i've always been into expressing myself in cool ways (e.g. through html and css!) and i'm unabashedly passionate about my interests with little regard of what others think of them, and while my website started as just a fun hobby on the side, it has rapidly evolved into my main creative outlet and it's something i spend the majority of my free time working on.
aside from coding, though, i love drawing - mostly traditional, because both of my laptops are very glitchy and old and it's a pain trying to get them to work with my drawing tablet - i make creepy weirdo electronic and chiptune music (and i've been trying to implement vocals, harmonica and kazoo into the mix), i write both original fiction and fanfiction (and sometimes big essays about my interests), and i used to love taking photographs, but i haven't had enough time to lately.
i don't want my personal website to be labelised by " aesthetics " because i think my work is beyond any label , category or any aesthetic that people could put my website into , since it's my own styling and stuff.
some of my main interests at the moment include:- Kidorikko
- Sonic The Hedgehog (i love Tekno the Canary, and i'm also the most annoying Sonic Underground fan you'll ever meet)
- Shibuya-Kei/Picopop
- NanaOn-Sha (Major Minor's Majestic March and Mojib-Ribbon, mostly)
- Pikmin
- Love-De-Lic
My very small CD collection. My favourite would probably be Shotclub Volume One!
i adore weird music. music is such an awesome artistic medium, and i think people these days tend to forget about that. i'm always looking for cool tunes to listen to, and coincidentally they always seem to fit into one of two categories: "creepy strange avant-garde synth new wave experimental slime" or "cute sweet sample-y electronic shibuya-kei picopop indie twee bossa garbage". most of the music i listen to is japanese; i probably have less than 10 western bands i listen to regularly! and i find it even harder to get into bands with male lead vocalists, not sure why that is.
i also love the web revival movement with all my heart. i've always loved old technology, but after reading through some people's perspectives on the movement, i've started using stuff like physical media, and old digital cameras, and even resurrected my old laptop (which i'm typing this on right now, haha!) with the idea in mind that what i'm doing is an act of defiance towards big tech companies always wanting us to upgrade to the best new tech.
i also hate social media, as you've probably already figured out. i've honestly never used any social media except for tiktok (which i quit using years ago because it definitely did actual damage to me) and youtube (which i still use, but it's mostly for music anyway). it sounds scary. i like having my own silly corner of the internet.
if you'd like to know about more of my interests, i'd suggest just checking out my spacehey profile, which is linked on the left there. if i made a section on this page for that stuff, i'd just be copying and pasting it from my spacehey profile anyway!
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