hello and thank you for checking on this page !!1
how should i present myself... hm.
so uh basically.. my name's matt. i prefer to be called venus ONLINE tho since people tend to remember it better than my real name lmao. how did i named myself that ? out of the song venus as a boy ,by bjork ?!1 maybe... did i named myself after the planet venus , since i love astronomy ? or the godness of love ,venus ? or after the venus fly trap plant?!1 OR again because venus sounds like pen.. nah... idk neither.
subjects of choice? mines r revolving around psychology (such as the impact of social media on self-esteem..), mental health , social acceptance and darker aspects of mental health ( for example , mentions of depression , ptsd .. ) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- mediums of choice: computer ( windows 11 ) with graphic tablet ( barely used ) , acrylics and textures.
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since i lost much interest in social media and since i don't want my work to be shown exclusivly in boring platforms , i recieved to starting coding my own website with html and css and migrating from insta to neocities ( i love neocities )it's feels really great since i got a whole website that i can personalise as i wish it to be , just with few lines of code LOL. !!1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i like collecting little trinkets that i find outside or that i buy ( rarely ) ( i'm broke ) ( no i'm lying ) (capitalism ruined me) . and when i tell you i like these .. i would let them represent me in court trust . and how i love physical media such as cds , books , mangas !!it dosn't offer me a dependance on devices. we all know digital formats face risks like data corruption, loss due to hardware failures, or deletion right ?!1 physical media, (when stored correctly), can last for years without these risks and that's why i prefer these formats ( i love treasuring them and displaying these in my silly little shelves ). most of the books / cds / mangas etc.. that i have are either from my cool uncle , from thrifts store , local artists selling merch or from the library gibert joseph ( barnes and nobles but in paris ) :3
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- since i'm not really a verbal person , i prefer expressing myself in different ways like drawing , coding , crafting ,etc.. i also like writing long essays about my interests , which i stopped lately since my job dosn't offer me much time for myself nowadays to do that :( .
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- music music... i love music .. i live to listen to music and discover new artists in the midnight. i love radiohead and i live of this band. i only swear on the in rainbows album , it's my favorite album from them and i'm literally the same age as this album fr ( i was born 13 days after the release of in rainbows ) !!1
i don't want my personal website to be labelised by " aesthetics " because i think an artist's work should be beyond any label, category or any aesthetic that people could put my website into , since it's my own styling and stuff.
some of my main interests at the moment include:- Serial Experiment Lain
- British music artists ( i'm so quirky and unique fr.. )
- Descendents
- IT crowd
- Petscop
- Sonic Youth
one of my shelves
NAVIGATION